Trouble Writing

At the moment I am having trouble putting into words yesterdays session. I know how I felt, but when I write it, it just doesn't come off as amazing as it was. So I guess I will have to save that for another day.

Yesterday was the switch, which are always fun days. Because we become accustomed to the roles we are in there was a little defiance in him when it happened. Of course my pet is so much better at obeying than I ever am, in the same sense I am a little more authoritative than he is. We aren't able to talk for the next two days, which is always hard for me, but it is also good for us.

Of course he didn't get off so easily, he was told that he would have to touch himself once yesterday, once today, and twice on Monday till he was about to cum and then stop. This is his reminder that it is my cock, and he is to do what I say with it. He was also to send me a  picture of it last night, which he was slow to do. So my pet was told he had to do it twice today, instead of just once.

To me this isn't punishment, just a reminder. It is also my way of making sure he is thinking of his mistress.

We started all this a mere three days ago, and already I can feel the change in both of us. I always thought I was a submissive, but he has brought out the Dom in me, and for that I am thankful. We shall see how he did on Tuesday, and whether he will be rewarded or punished. It's hard for me to be away from my pet for this long, almost as if part of me is missing.

An Introduction of Sorts.

This blog shall remain anonymous, I will never say his name nor my own. That is for the protection of both of us, because we both have very open lives. I will either refer to him as Master or slave, depending on who is in charge at the time.

For now I will be writing about each of the things we do. I may one day write about how we met, and how things got to where they are, but for now I am only writing in the presence. I want other switches to be able to read about this lifestyle, for I was only able to read about either Masters or slaves, never someone who lives both lifestyles.

I know some people in the community view us as greedy, or as selfish. My lover and I just both happen to love being controlled, and in each other we brought out the dominant side. I get a thrill every time he calls me Mistress, and thus I bought him a collar that I keep at my house.

Tomorrow I shall post about the session we plan on having. I will also post about the trouble I got into leading up to it. For now this is hopefully the start of an amazing blog. I shall be posting the rules I plan on giving him the next time I am Mistress. His only rule at the time being is that he is in charge, and I am to listen to what he tells me.